Supposition about my thought about when I began to think, I being known as David: username Pagafyr
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Each time I, David, see a picture that sets my mind alight with words to describe it I am thinking of those who would read them, hear them, and want to find someone to share them with.
Each time I find such wonders I am filled with excitement. The sense is uplifting. An awakening!
In my excitement I want to share my thoughts with the people nearest to me. The older siblings' responses, most often then not, dashed them out of my mind.
In earlier times when I looked back on the picture I had in mind I blamed it for making me feel so ALIVE. Now I don't do that. I look at it again and again.
I study it until I find what stirred my senses; giving me excitement. Once I see what view stands out in the light making something about it stand out I found the reason my thoughts formed words.
Sharing your words expecting to glide on the stream of affectionate attentions often is fouled by those who have not seen the picture yet. It's an impression on your mind, but they can not, or will not, do what it takes to see it. Hearing about it doesn't excite them enough. Seeing it doesn't excite them either. What is exciting you may be a part of the picture in your mind of the picture you hold or saw. Not all of it. So don't hold your breath until you turn blue in the face while searching to find what got your focused attention.
Return to the picture to view it. Put it up so you can find the core of what you saw. Let your eyes roam to where they will form words from within a picture, mind traveler. If you look again you will see more closely, practice makes perfect, that, that which caused you to become so excited. Traveler.
Within a short time what caused the wondrous effect will be known to you. Then you will find reasons; to devote your attentions along your way to other inspiring sights, sounds, and people. You may even make many more connections to one you've already found that are similar, bringing a collection together that you comprehend better and better.
You will understand what you have collected. Not I. I may have something wondrous too, I was just trying to find out if yours was likened to mine enough to add to what fires up the word forge in me too.
A piece of a puzzle you recognize. It could be a part of the puzzle called your life!
Home is where the hearth is that warms us and reminds us we are on a journey. You are among many travelers now. Please don't get so caught up in the comments of others that don't seem to be giving you any assistance. Wonder and wander through the crowd with a lot of thoughts they might share and go on with your own journey seeking enlightenment along your search for your basic needs.
You will find others on the way who you will spend time marveling over the wonders you've seen and their own likeness to yours may be close enough to your memories so you could get caught up in having their company.
Lingering when nothing more is acquired may seem good with those you befriended.
Reminded of what you shared once or twice is enough to strengthen your memories. Move on to discover more you may share with them. You likely may find another clue to add to your mental library along your way. Take it, and move along to what may occur in your travels next.
I understand your words. I apologize if I freak your mind out, cause frustrations, and even raise some of your emotions occasionally.
Insanity persists everywhere we go.
It's like a hurricane's wall of whirling wind filled with the debris it picks up spinning it all in chaotic tumbling, and drops things in a heap where it ends up rearranged wherever it drops. Much of which is all made into garbage before it is dropped down.
I post (write in a journal) to relieve my mind of clutter which I reserve for reviewing if need be. You never know when something in the heap of things, thoughts, and images you've seen will excite your creative thoughts causing you to Mod a splendid mod.
This is a good place (*1) to find a heap of helpings to do that, and then test it. Maybe even a great place to leave our thoughts which might actually inspire someone to create from those ideas others share.
Don't you think?
I have reached a conclusion about all the knowledge other people and their writing of books and educational matters shared with me.
I posted a link so you can get right to the page I, David, using my pseudonym Pagafyr I posted the page.
I'll post the link to it. There! The title of the story is, "Egyptian Planet News"
>>> https://forums.nexusmods.com/topic/2043014-from-day-dreams-of-a-spaced-out-old-man-comes/?do=findComment&comment=100596878
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Left Click on the Link and have a look! See the link? It's under the account I thought might cease to exist if I pressed the DELETE ACCOUNT BUTTON.
Only my username and profile got deleted and is now shown as Deleted54170User.
I, David, started the original post to that link above before I realized a lot of Sci-Fi connections. The link above has more I added for your Sci-Fi thoughts in my thread started on 23 August 2014.
If you're reading the posts starting from page 1. At that link. It was the opener Science Fiction story for a friend whose avatar is Thor. He was banned from posting under that pseudonym later at forums.nexusmods.com.
The Thread, " From Daydreams of a Spaced out old Man Comes" was meant to encourage him to share links focused on one of his several posts. He went off on a wild rage. The act he put on got Thor Banned so he could not have that username anymore.
I always keep my word when I say I will. Be very careful when we speak though...
Read carefully to what I write, and listen carefully to what I say if we actually speak with one another. Because I am Careful with words.
Some people have the opinion that everyone who with; they have a conversation with is trying to say to them words... "Only words they want to hear".
I am aware of that. I picked my words carefully when I learned how the Daedric Prince Sheogorath likes to use words. He can get us all mentally twisted and confused while we are on a quest to honor him.
After several encounters I learned if I was listening to his words closely. He's often mad because nobody really pays much attention to what he is saying. CHEESE anyone?! Everybody likes cheese!
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*1 At forums where I found a link to a nexus which is like a station where many people arrive and depart from.
