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All right guys - I just wanted to let you know that I'm out of here.
This world is just not mine. I have my own, always had, as part of my disorder.
It's hard enough to step out of it day by day, having to face rejection or being laughed at for things that I just can't change. I am how I am. It may be appealing to some people but rather annoying to others - I'm fed up caring. And I also don't want to know what's spread behind my back anymore. Do, think or say what you want, but by all means, keep me out.

I just can't do this anymore. All of it. I don't even want to. There are so many facettes of people's attitudes which I personally dislike, but they're there. I won't go into detail about it, I've already given up trying to make anybody understand how I feel anyway. It's useless, because the only ones who'd possibly be capable of that would be those who have to live with the same 'failure' than I do.

I'll never fit - anywhere. Not into my own family, not into any community, nowhere, unless I keep my bloody mouth shut for good.

To the few people I consider real friends: I'll probably show up occasionally, maybe even upload something from time to time, but I don't really expect any reaction. If I do, I'll do it for myself, not to compete with anyone or anything. My PM box is always open, as is my Steam account.

Now, before this is getting any longer...
I'm done.