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Goodbye

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I've always considered myself a child of chance.
Chaos was always present in my life, both good and bad kind, bringing changes waiting at every corner. I leapt at each opportunity, unprepared, hoping that my turbulent ways would compensate for the lack of preparation. Somehow, they always have.
I'm not fond of structure; planning, analysing, creating charts and lists never failed to give me headache. Frameworks and self-imposed borders may do wonders if the mind can handle them. Mine never could. I would find the one thing that brought me joy at the time, give it my all, and then bid it farewell, ready to find other sparks and test my luck again.
The scribblings, for better or worse, have been a semi-permanent presence in my life for the last five years. Writing has never been a true passion of mine nor have I ever claimed it to be so, but somehow creating these silly little things felt organic, natural. The stories were chaotic, unstructured, with shifting moods and tones. A mixed bag of musings, silly humour, or exaggerated drama. An illustrated guide through the mind of a depressive. Something that was truly mine.
I am really glad I could share it with all of you. I am even more glad that you were gracious enough to share your thoughts of it with me.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you for bearing with me for so many years. I wish I could address each and every one of you personally, but that might be a tad too difficult to achieve. Nonetheless, know that I appreciate every single one of you.
Here's to hoping all of you will experience something wonderful in 2019. I wish you lots of love, joy, and creativity.
Goodbye!

55 comments

  1. Queenieangel
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    I've only seen it now because I'm not here that often anymore.
    I am sorry that you are no longer there. I liked your wonderful works so much.
    I wish you all the best for your future life!
    All the best, my dear!
    1. Kayol
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      Sorry for not responding sooner... all I can say is thank you, darling, for reading my stuff and being friendly throughout the years!
      All the best to you as well.
  2. Kudix2627
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    woah woah woah kayol you are leaving :(
    i come back to and finished your works only to find a true Shakespearean ending, hope you come back soon or even to say hello sometimes.

    Have a happy new year alright o/
    1. Kayol
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      Hey, darling! Happy belated New Year to you, too!

      Yeah, I'm not really around this neighbourhood anymore, life's too busy. But it's great to see you guys are still alive and kicking!
  3. vandal888
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    I just today discovered your work, and , I must say, you are very talented as a wordsmith! Just the few musings I've read show a wielding of language that I am amazed at. To you, they may seem as scribblings; if so, they are amazing scribbles! I'm sorry that I arrived here at the wrong time, but I will continue to read your words, and enjoy their descriptive imagery! Hopefully you will keep this site open.

    To you I say, enjoy life in all it's wonders and everyday encounters, and know that, based on what I've read from the other commenters here, you brought joy, and contemplation to all!!!
    1. Kayol
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      Hey! Thank you for stopping by! Knowing that there are still some people reading those scribblings of mine brings joy to my heart.
      All the best to you, too!
  4. kozakowy
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    Thank you for lots of inspiration for my own work. Hope you'll get back to your stories once a longer while best of luck!
    1. Kayol
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      Thanks, man! Me ever coming back is not likely, but I do stop by here every once in a while. Keep up your own amazing work!
  5. taepal77
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    Good luck with you.
    1. Kayol
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      Thank you!
  6. Kamikazekossori
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    It has been great reading your stories with their unique style, they were always a source of inspiration with how you described things, how you brougtht your characters to life. Thank you for sharing your thoughts on my tales and images. I hope you find much success and joy, Kayol
    1. Kayol
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      Thank you for sharing your thoughts on mine as well! You've always been a welcome guest here. I appreciate all your feedback and kindness you've shown me throughout all these years.
  7. bison1967
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    I'm very fortunate to have befriended you here on the Nexus, Kayol. Thank you for sharing your creations, your insight, and your inspiration with the entire Nexus community, we are all better for it. I sincerely wish you peace, prosperity, and joy in all of your future endeavors, my dear friend.
    1. Kayol
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      Thank you so much, darling! I wish you all the best as well. Keep up your D&D posts, they are a joy!
  8. Artsick
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    Goodbye D: It's sad to see you leave but I admire your resilience throughout the years and for staying as long as you have. You got me started in the creative end of Skyrim and I'm glad I managed to start posting on the nexus in time to still see you here - and what an amazing time it's been :) Thanks for everything and I hope you do well wherever you're headed!! <3
    1. Kayol
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      So I did do some good for this community after all!... :O
      You're one of the most talented people I've seen here (write more, dammit!), so I'm really glad I hooked you up with the community. All the best to you!
    2. Artsick
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      Thank you, that means a lot to me wow :O That's so motivating <3 I'll see what I can muster up the next time I come up with an idea for a story :D
  9. ajhardy
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    1. Kayol
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      No, no, no, it's definitely a time! Time of new opportunities, new chances, new everything!
    2. ajhardy
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      I am happy for you and sad for me! You will be missed.
  10. ashes18
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    You posted this on my birthday, why? :,(
    Farewell Kayol, I wish you all the best!
    1. Kayol
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      Happy Birthday, darling! I hope you had fun on your special day. I had to bid my farewells sooner or later, but experience tells me that changes are good. No need to feel sad
      Best wishes to you, too!