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I am a dropped out classical music college student. I quit music for very long, since I don't want to merely glue myself to a single sense activity, while gaming uses full senses (theoretically. Because there hasn't been a fully realistic senses VR game in the world).

I am also a 3rd generation from a fallen mid 20th century hyper rich family. That was another story.

I am also a Covid unvaccinated one, because by my rough studying to immunology, I know Covid vaccination is merely a scam or ignorance.

I would also call myself a polymath. There are many books related to several fields in my room, despite I find that many times internet is another nice and quick place for knowing and thinking.

I like philosophy, and I think myself talented and intuitive at philosophy, though I don't read existing philosophy books much. I often question and doubt many things people habitly take for granted, and argued with many people from different countries. These questions often "offense" many steel-like public beliefs and potentially being against many countries' law. But I believe that in future, people laugh at many ideas nowadays people make important. And future people will do totally reverse things and completely feel fine with it.

Currently I am gradually dabbling some high school level physics knowledge and sometimes more advanced, because some new physics discovering attracts my eyes, but I cared less on physics before. I don't think I'm gifted at science and math, but understanding physics principles is still ok to me. I think these new physics will be proven as the most cutting-edge as the biggest breakthrough in this century, completely changing Earth, unlike currently many stucked physics researches.

I am a 100% heterosexuality and I like females being cute, obedient and wifely, no matter what others believe. This is a thing I feel bored to argue with, while nowadays many people pay a lot of attention to. I will predict to you that 100 years after, heterosexuality will still be very mainstream as its before, because it's most creatures' nature including human beings you have no way to overthrow. In future, 99.9% of people will still only crazily looking for opposite gender as partner.

I am an anti-moralist. I always think people should less tell others how to live, behave and think, no matter you are by a more religious reason or pure humanitarian reason. Of course if you feel like you are gonna be invaded, then when you protect yourself, it's always understandable. But being understandable doesn't mean others shouldn't invade you, it's also their justice to rob you for their self benefit. Every living individual lives for simply self-benefit, everyone lives that way in fact. Taboos in any society are unreasonable in itself nature, while many thinkingless people treat certain taboos very seriously as if it's truth fits in every corner of the universe, they just repeat what most people tell them. Fundamentally, even laws are unreasonable, but if you want personal safety, enforcers who support you can practically be your good aid. As for those who control a whole country, it merely means they are stronger than average people. Weakers often like to call strongers evil, while in fact humans wouldn't be more special than animals.

I believe that in future, gaming will be the most frequent daily activity for most people. People won't live without from time to time gaming, just like currently people won't live without breathing. However, future people won't need to worry about surviving issue, they even don't need to work. Comparison between capitalism and socialism loses its meaning. Nobody will judge one's value by wealth or ability of surviving, but by freshness, peculiarities, ideas, personality, experience, etc. There will be no difference between real life and virtual life, but this will work without a visible and touchable device, unlike the nowadays a common imagination to sleep in a device to enter a virtual world.

People will especially indulge in sex everyday - no matter the form of sex is from real life or virtual life or both at the same time, since sex is the strongest-feeling experience throughout a human's life experience without doubt. And future people's body will even always be young to keep sex.

Thus, I have a dream: to build a completely realistic virtual world game. However, I prefer the pre electrical era style. I am more on ancient style games like Skyrim. I am trying to shape the rough shape of this future game of realistic world - by modding Skyrim.

I'm attempting to merge all plugins from my mod list into one. I think it's the best way to simplify mod running, including packing all archives into a single .bsa file.

I've made many trivial changes to existing mods by CK, meshes and textures editors. Since these works are originally made by others and I'm lazy to contact with each author, I almost always make things under the countertop instead of sharing it.

For instance, one of my comprehensively completed mod is my version of Dovahkiin Hideout. I merged it with Riverside Lodge mod and moved the hideout's entrance into the lodge. And I also leave only a single entrance thus those unrelated NPCs won't casually enter the hideout due to they want a shortcut for traveling. It's where my harem lives but I think it probably breaks the balance of gameplay so it still needs balance. These changes cost me over 3 months with modding for over 10 hours everyday in 2018, if I remember correctly.

Then I took a long break for years after I completed my merged version of Whiterun in 2019. It seems like my vitality is hurt. I really can't imagine why many other city modders can complete a large work within a month and even keep making many new mods as if they have endless physical vitality. Navmesh fluentness is a big issue. Overlapping of meshes is a big issue. NPCs' daily schedule is a big issue. New NPCs' home is a big issue (putting them all into a vanilla inn is a bad idea). Fluentness of the whole mod is a big issue. I think big map modding is a very hard engineering.

These map mods are just a corner of my project. I aim to make a realistic world. When it comes to this, it is really related to tons of trivial details. I think my eyes are deeply harmed by TES but I still want to see the result.

I believe that in not far future, there would be much more advanced realistic games due to revolutionary of devices. Then unlike nowadays pure visual and auditory video games, nobody in future still plays a game without realistic tactile, taste and smell VR experience. Players won't need to play a VR game with a visible device (unlike nowadays many people imagine sleeping in an egg-shape machine to dream). AI will be like virus spreading to quickly make countless excellent comprehensive realistic games, then players just need to enjoy instead of consuming time on modding a game. People will much more depend on virtual sex lovers than nowadays, because in future these virtual sex lovers aren't different than real life people. Gaming won't merely be a thing for a part of population's daily life but for all people. You will never meet those people you hate because AI will keep you away from them and teleport (yes, instant teleportation, it's possible in physics, and some people are developing it) you to accurately meet those people and things you like. AI will be much stronger than human, and it will anytime know what you want and satisfy you, then you won't need to consume your personal health to grind with anything. This is exactly a more normal world in my eyes.

Then compared to the future, losing a pair of eyes' health for an old game seems worthless. But I can't wait to that future era. I feel like Skyrim can at least make a rough shape as my imaging to future games. My hands are itchy on this, until just in case someone suddenly achieves the future to stop my current activity, or in case I suddenly lose my interest. I think one's meaning of life is just to play and satisfy whatever he wants, even if others think many of what he does are very evil.

Due to the nowadays Nexus policy, I won't upload any important mod here, and even not to upload any mod. But I thank to the tons of mods on whole internet to push my imagination.